- Duncan Hines Mini Warm Delights are such a tease. All that warm, gooey, chocolatey goodness.
- I love my new hair. It's fun and sometimes reminds me of the Cowardly Lion on the Wizard of Oz.
- Lovely, I get all comfy in bed and pop in a movie only to find out the disc is cracked. BOOO!
- I really need to remember that my home computer monitor is NOT a touch screen like the one at work. I want a touch screen.
- This chronic back pain has got to go. Sleeping on my stomach probably doesn't help.
- The new job is starting to piss me off. Why'd you hire me if you weren't going to ever schedule me?
- I've been thinking about it and I think I need to look for a regular full time job. I don't like worrying about money. I want to be at least a little comfortable. I want to know that I'll be getting a regular paycheck, instead of being unsure how many hours I'll have this week or the next.
- Something is wrong. I don't like that I'm aware that something is wrong. I have an idea about what I need to do, but I'm still feeling really lost and disconnected. Sometimes I just want to curl up in bed and cry. It sucks monkey balls. I try to spend time out with friends in order to get out of my head, but I'm tired. I missy happy go lucky less stressed me. Where is she?
- I'm lonely.
- But I have great and wonderful friends who care about me. I'm glad for that.
- "...hands down/I'm too proud for love, but with eyes shut/it's you I'm thinking of/but how do we move from A to B/it can't be up to me/cause I don't know/eye to eye/thigh to thigh/I let go/I think I'm a little bit/little bit/a little bit in love with you/but only if you're a little bit/little bit little bit/ in la la la la love with me..."
- OMG, what is with the heat??? I should not have to have a fan in the window when it's cold outside. At least I don't pay for the heat.
- Ugh...foiled again. I'm never gonna be able to get the shoes I want. *sigh*
- This wanting things and not being able to get them sucks. Another reason I need a regular (better) job.
- Must get to work on hats, scarves, cards, art pieces.
- Why am I having dreams about being pregnant. Kind of scary.
- Might possibly be getting a car soon. Whooo ow!
- I miss writing/blogging. I'll try to make it back here more often.
- I miss Dunk Donut dates with Lesley too. Soon?
- Time for change. Time for progress. Time for productivity. Time to get things moving. I can do it.
- Sprint Mobile Broadband sucks ass. I've got to find a solution to my internet problems.
I apologize for the lack of lists. I couldn't log onto this site from the library because it's blocked. I do have a couple of lists on my MySpace blog though.
- TheFireFighter SAYS he wants to see me and take me out for pizza. Right. [I let him stop by, we did NOT go out for pizza.]
- Mmmmm...warm, toasty, heat paid apartment.
- Fucking smokers. This is my air too. Quit polluting it. Why is my downstairs neighbor's smoke some how filling into MY apartment. Blech.
- I'm kinda shitty with him right now. He's probably really busy, but I'm still shitty with him.
- Looong ass work day AND it seems I've already offended one of my new coworkers at my new job. You say curvy, I say hippy. Get over it.
- Hi, my name is Stephanie (Melissa's alter ego) I'm nice and kind of slutty. [Yeah, I don't know. I think I looked pretty damn good though. Boobs all out.]
- Boo at not having the shoes I ordered in stock, but still available for order online. :(
- Yay for Chewy Lemonheads and Friends.
- Woo hoo for three days off in a row. [It turned into two days so I could train at job 2.]
- It's time for crocheting. Gimme yarn.
- I'm not sure how long I'm gonna do this phone as a modem thing. The connection kind of sucks and it's REALLY slow. I need speed.
- I feel like such an ass. That is NOT my grandfather's name, it's my uncle's. Stupid security question.
- Waking up every morning with my back in pain and hurting is NOT cool.
- Yeah, I think that crush is over. Too many things I can see that aren't particularly my cup of tea.
- FUCK! Abnormal test results mean I must go back for more testing. :( Me no likey the hospital and it's not where I want to spend any of my two days off.
- Vote! Vote! Vote! I voted two weeks ago. So glad I did that.
- Go out tonight or don't go out tonight? I think I shall stay in and rest up. The holiday season is upon us and I have things to make and do.
- SHUT THE FUCK UP. I really wish I could poke my neighbor with a stick. All that damn yelling and screaming.
- I want to be lazy on my days off. Anyone want to come do my laundry for me. I won't make you wash my unmentionables.
- "...I'm realizing more and more that I'm less interested in sex for the sake of sex and more interested in the intimacy of having sex with someone that I have an emotional connection to." Yeah, that's kind of how I'm starting to feel. There are days when sometimes all I want to do is the dirty, but there seem to be a lot more days where I want to be held and cuddled and wake up next to someone I connect with and then do the dirty. Does that come with age?
- It seems like open marriages/relationships keep coming up on talk shows and blogs lately. And while I don't think I'm a jealous person, I'm not sure how I feel about sharing. Although I can't imagine just being with one person.
- Anyone want to cuddle with me tonight?
